Poetry: Sam Edwards - an extract from the collection, Sodium
Writer, poet, film producer, Sam Edwards, is the daughter of a 1960s wild child and a one-time rock star who turned his back on fame to head up a religious cult deep in the English countryside. After working in the television industry for many years, in 2008 she founded the film production company, Ragged Crow, with director Ed Edwards.
Their short films, Solstice (2008), Dogboy (2009), Bad Obsession (2009), and Insomnia (2010) have all been very well received and the latter three have all been screened as official selections at a number of influential film festivals, including London’s Portobello Film Festival. Where, their debut feature film, Stealing Elvis (2010), received its première. Written and produced by Sam Edwards, and filmed on location in north London, the film is a thoroughly enjoyable heist story which went on to screen at the London Independent Film Festival in April of 2011. Their latest short, Wardance (2011), was nominated for The Newcomer Award at the Rushes Soho Shorts Festival 2011 in July, and was screened at London’s ICA.
Sodium, a collection of Rock ‘n’ Roll poetry about madness and bad behaviour, is Edwards’ first volume of poems, and she has also recently completed her first novel, Narcosis.
CUTE AND SWEET AND EASILY BROKEN
You’re so emotionally tight,
But I’ll let you prise me open.
Face sparkles with naïveté’s light,
You’re cute and sweet and easily broken.
You’ll assist me in my twisted plight,
Sick with lust at the words I’ve spoken.
We’ll indulge in a sex fun fight,
You’re cute and sweet and easily broken.
Your soft inflections are so contrite,
But lucked out slickness is my only token.
Can I barter for your soul tonight?
You’re cute and sweet and easily broken.
Let me set your body alight,
You’re the grate that I burn my hope on.
I can squeeze your goodness tight.
You’re cute and sweet and easily broken
Don’t scream that it wasn’t right -
The sacrifice at my crimson totem.
You felt my hook and you took a bite,
You’re cute and sweet and easily broken.
O darling you’re a pitiful sight,
Now your anger has awoken.
It’s love that I can’t requite.
You’re cute and sweet and easily broken.
MAD CRAZY WOMEN AND THEIR PRETTY BOY LOVERS
Eyes staring wired and lipstick bright,
They stagger out in the brazen night.
They drink and swear, they wear black leathers,
Mad crazy women and their pretty boy lovers.
They’re a bunch of hell-bent bitches.
They fill you up with insatiable itches,
As you fall on your knees to cry and splutter,
Mad crazy women and their pretty boy lovers.
Wound up tight in search of easy game,
Coke buzzed head and their tongues aflame,
They prowl about, they shriek and they hover,
Mad crazy women and their pretty boy lovers.
Their throats are slick with dirt-cheap liquor.
They’ll take you on with a steel-clad liver.
Lock up your husbands and warn your brothers.
Mad crazy women and their pretty boy lovers.
The glasses fly and the knives come out.
Flesh is torn, men scream and shout,
Broken hearts bleeding, bodies bound and tethered.
Mad crazy women and their pretty boy lovers.
BEHIND HER EYES
Once I was lean,
I would strut and I would prowl,
I would stamp my spiked boots,
Throw my head back and howl.
In the feral night,
I would prey on the weak
I’d drag them to my lair,
Smash their big clay feet.
I was wild, I was crazy,
I was free, I was mean.
I was blood-spitting drunk,
I was a prowler of the street.
I would laugh, I would rant,
I would scream and I would wail.
I’d roll my yellow eyes
And lash my fearsome tail.
Then a shaman came my way,
He spoke to me and saved me.
He fed me tender morsels,
Clipped my claws and renamed me.
They think me very tame now.
I know the things they said;
That he stoppered up my mouth,
And poured concrete in my head.
But I bide my pretty time,
Keep my secrets pitch and black.
I store up my weapons
Bare my teeth and arch my back.
So should you chance to stroll
Past these high stone walls,
And feel an ice-cold fear
Grip your heart, and squeeze your balls,
Know I sit here, vengeful.
I watch for you and wait,
I will pounce and tear and drag you
Back behind my high, spiked gate.
SUICIDE SEDUCTION
The lure of Death is here.
It’s awful red and gibbous,
Full to bursting.
Waxy, velvetine and taut.
I sit motionless.
Before I plunge to my knees,
Mutter ineffectual pleas,
And sink as low as I can get.
The devils are here again.
The obsessions.
The small knives of self-punishment
Which needle my flesh, my hope, my sanity.
Death importunes sadly,
And caresses with razor-blades.
There is nowhere to turn.
I am trapped in cold iron,
Rusted shut,
My eyes shriek words.
But no-one hears.








